Vamosaver

Sometimes, you have to be bold and firm about what you want. One of my motto of my life is live your life with no regrets. No matter what happen in the end, at least you have done your part, and again who knows right? And I'm referring in relationship stuff. You'll never know what is the outcome, and maybe you'll be surprised how life could turn up.

For some passerby, I won't hate you but wish you nothing but the best. *Someone like you by Adele is in the air* Those memories I will treasure in a very precious place in my part.

Much blessed and well, Vamosaver :)

A New Chapter of My Life.

Finally, it's September!!! Meaning I'm finally enter Uni and start my degree. I won't hope time will pause so that I can stay longer at home because I'm not. I am now in my uncle's house in KL and tomorrow I will register in UKM as a freshie there.

My thoughts right now?? Totally blanked. Well, to be honest, I never imagined myself will enter a local University. When I was studying for SPM, I thought I will take A level or maybe into some twinning program after that. However, when I realise how much $$ will this edu route costs, I erased my plan and entered STPM. And I have a new goal then ------ study real hard and enter Singapore Local Universities, NUS or NTU. Anyway, maybe lacking of the bloody hell 7 points in my MUET cost me chances to enter into both awesome Universities in Singapore, so I got rejected by both. It was heart-breaking at first, but life never fails to disappoint you right? It's not me being pessimistic but it's the truth man.

Someday around July, I got the offer from UKM for Biochemistry. I wanted for National University of Singapore so badly but somehow I got offer by National University of Malaysia. Anyway, I am glad that I got it anyway so that my Uni life won't be too stressful. That's how others comfort me and it's how I comfort myself too :)

Life never fails to surprise you too actually. I mentioned before in my previous blog about my interview for Kuok Foundations's financial aid and I fortunately got it! It's a half loan from Kuok Foun ( but basically the half loan almost covers all my school fees!!).

Despite I am doing my degree locally, and I do not get any JPA scholarships yet, but who are you to define me as a loser? Studying abroad does not means that one is better, just maybe you're born rich, using Pa-Ma's scholarship, I can say you are lucky, you really should appreciate that and be thankful for your parents. I am just 20 this year, nobody will know where I will end up rooted in which corner of this earth. Of course I want to live an awesome life where Croissant as brunch in Paris, Ramen as lunch in Japan, Steak as dinner in US is possible, but who knows? Kita hanya bisa merancang, tetapi hanya Dia yang boleh menentukan. Perhaps I will pursue my Master in UK, marry an Ang mo and have beautiful babies there. Muahhaha.. Who knows?

Okay, enough about the day dreaming, tomorrow I will be carrying my luggage, step into UKM, a place where I am so ready to unveil it's novelty. So ready to blow it, rocking my degree life in a new place surrounding by new people.

Beware peeps :)

沒那麼簡單

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶。

早就有了不祥的预感，但倔强的我，抱着你的承诺，坚信可以。

跌了才知道原来心真的可以那么痛，人，真的可以这样背叛。

曾经的事，我不后悔，只觉得非常可惜。

单身不是我的选择， 总觉得幸福离我很遥远，

或许，幸福就真的是沒那麼簡單。

Part time Jobsssssssss

Well, it's ending soon.

Here is a question for you.

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8 solid months of HOLIDAYS ??

Well, not everyone can have this chance you know, except you were taking STPM and going for local Uni like I do. I admit I did complained about it and thought it is a waste of time. The STPM result was revealed at the end of Feb and we can only enroll into Uni in Sept. So that's sums up to 8 months of holidays for us. In fact, I think I did spent the time wisely for taking some part time jobs, earned some money. Proudly to say that I do not take any pocket money from my parents since January!! Meanwhile, went for some outings with mua friends and also visited Yiyi in KL. Good food and shoppings are inevitable in my case. Dramas, movies, korean variety shows and novels did a pretty good job in killing my time.

Here is a summary of what I did for the past 7 and a half month of 2011 :D

1. Part -time Jobs.

• Customer Sales and Service Assistance in Pathlab.

When I came back from Taiwan, I went for a job-hunting for jobs like this, where my knowledge in sciences will come in handy. I targeted on some Health screen Centre or becoming an assistance in Pharmacy. I saw they were hiring in Pathlab and I gave a try on it. Lucky me, I got it and worked there for 3 months. The title of the job basically explains the nature of my work there. Explaining the packages of the screening tests, explaining the results of their tests (those normal ones, without any abnormalities). My knowledge in Biology came very useful in this aspects. I also suggested some appropriate supplements for potential customers. This was when your communicating skills came in handy. The other workers there were quite friendly though, but there were some harsh time for me, because I was not familiar with their systems and also some office works. Eventually I quit because the pay was relatively low compared to other part-time jobs and yup, I was bored with the job already. Still, I think I learned a lot from this job and I am thankful for the workers there, especially Kak Wan for being patient with me and taught me about the chores in Pathlab.

Kak Wan, thank you for everything :)

Spot the CNY deco made by angpau?

Made by me!!!!

• Substitute Primary Teacher

Earlier on, I've applied a post as substitute primary teacher. Then I got it around late March after I've quit my job in Pathlab. Lucky for me, I taught in Pei Chih, not Chung Hwa. Well, I knew all the teachers in Chung Hwa, that would be scary for me teaching there. I only worked for a week there because I worked for Happy Simcards in April. Although the period of me teaching was short, but I found out crystal clear that I can't be a teacher. A week is still okay for me, but I couldn't imagine teaching for what, 20 years? Hell to the NO. You know why? Kids nowadays are different. Standard 6 students uttering four-letter-words like 'Fuck you' and etc. Standard 2 kids are like mad people, running all around and screaming. Cane does not make wonders like it did during old times. I was assigned to the brilliant standard 2 class, teaching Chinese and Music and standard 6 's Mathematics. Well, I did have a pretty good time there cause HELLO, it's me being the teacher, meaning of course I could control the kids and there are no ways they can climb up to my head. But I confessed that I faced some difficulties too as I was asked weirdd questions by those 8 years old like 'Is there ghost in this world teacher?' or ' Why should I love my parents?' Not to forget teaching those 12 years old in simplifing fractions. Hello? It's almost natural to simplify fractions in Maths right? How on earth I know HOW?

Anyway, here are some cute photos of my Standard 2 students.

Aren't they cute??

Smiling like angels, Act like demons.

*Shy*

• Happy Promoters

It's not working for me. It's a month time, chit-chatting with Hau Heong, Ping and Yibi. At first, we were so inspired and worked hard to sell those dirt cheap simcards. 5 simcards for merely RM12, with altogether credits worth RM 25. Starting in the 3rd week, 4 of us were getting lazy and fooling around all the time. That explained the whole PINK photo album in Facebook---- The Fantastic Four huh? Muahhaha.

• Lastly, Promoter and Merchandiser for Teh Boh.

Worked for being Promoter for one month and Merchandiser for 1 an a half month. Merchandiser meaning I have to go 6 malls a day, 3 days per week for arranging Teh Boh's products. If the stocks are insufficient, I have to take them from the stores, price tagged them and inform my salesman about the insufficient products. This job can be very tiring, but it's worth it as I wanna lose some weights. God knows how heavy those cartons of tea leaves are!!!!

My sampling booth.

The product that I was promoting is 3-in-1 milk tea. Quite nice to be frank, but too sweet for some health conscious senior citizens I guess .

Nicely arranged by the responsible merchandiser.

My opponent, none other than LIPTON Tea!!

Besides earning money, I do think that I leaned quite a lot during my working period. Though sometime I do hate when some relatives saw me working and asked me the same ques over and over again ' wa, so fast working dy arr??' ' Why dun want studying dy?'. Learned a lot of the outside cruel working world. Those stressful lifestyle like hitting targets for sales or regular working lifestyle, do not like to stay there but can't leave cozz of MONEY.....bla bla bla. Deep down I am thinking, that's the life that I will have in the next 3 or 5 years ahead. And the sad thing is I have to have this life till the day I retire. Well, let's say 20 years? 30 years?

Hmmmpphh...I better get a master and have 2 years of fun studying, before enter the monotonous working world. Wokey, this post is too long dy I think. Probably will blog again tmr out of boredom again I guess.

Till then, xoxo.

An interview and a Awwesome Weekend

Quit my job in August, realise it's my last month of my honeymoon period, where there are no exams, no studies at all to stress me up. Okay, maybe I'll have another blog about how I spent my 7 months time 'wisely' *evil smirk*

It's exactly last 2 weeks, when I waiting with anticipation for Er Ke and Yiyi to visit Kelantan, I got a call from Kuok Foundation asking me for an interview in KL. Of course I was over the moon and when I delivered the news to my dad, he said :" Aren't your cousins are in KB at the time?" And then I was stuck and sighed. This is life baby. You just can't make everything smooth sailing by your will.

My interview is in 9th. As the price for plane tickets are sky-rocketing, I went to KL by train. Alone. Thankfully, with my ipod and my new novel--My Sister's Keeper (it's an ass-kicking novel!!), I was not bored throughout the journey. Well, I slept at 10pm, course you know, the rocking train, get it :) After 2 hours I reached my uncle's house, my cousins left to KB, starting their journey, exploring the Malay food paradise. (I was suppose to be the tour guide and had those scrumptious food as well!! *screaming*)

The interview was in 9.30pm, and I experienced the busty hectic morning of a working KLrians. The LRT and Monorail were FULL with people. I do mean by the wording. There are no free space at all. My cousin TJun accompanied me for the interview and went to work after he dropped me. When the long awaited Monorail reached. I was jaw-dropped. There is exactly no empty space for us to squeeze in. Somehow the crowd behind me pushed me into the coach and I was packed and sandwiched. No, sandwiched is not the word. I was 'sardined'. I asked TJ, do you have to encounter this everyday? He whispered :" Welcome to KL"

The interview was just-okay. I don't think I kill it actually, pretty much screwed up my own chance. I felt so bad when I was in the LRT after the interview ended. As I will be home alone in my uncle's hse, I've decided to visit JiaJia in IMU after my interview.

While waiting for Jia's class to end, I had my dose of the day, can't remember the name but it's Caramel flavoured :) It's quite nice though. But my fav is still Jing Si's caramel coffee.

Miss it so badly.

Had an amazing time with Jia and her friends in IMU. Two amazing Penangites, Janice and Yeechen if I am not mistaken. I even snicked into the auditorium with my visitor pass in IMU and attended a lecture there. The lesson is not new to me. It was just barely Biological Cell and Functioning, but little that I know that my brain already rusty. Hate myself for that and I promise myself to dedicate an hour revising on my studies before I enter UKM.

Din't take any photos with Jia and oh yea, have I mentioned about we went for Sri Petaling Pasar Malam earlier? 1st, I am not exactly a photoholic and 2nd, I have no time to snap any when I was surrounded saliva-drooling food, cheap-and-yet-cute clothing and all those novelty that I never had in KB :)

The next day I went to KLCC for some shopping and a movie 'Rising of the Planet of the Apes', while waiting for cousins to reach KL from KB and then head home together. Waterlili came to KL the day after and we had a pretty good weekend together.

love

We went fishing for Prawn!! It's a BBQ hosted by Er Ke's friend in somewhere Tropicana I think.

The fishing area

YiYi and me. Spot Lili beside Jiayi.

After this experience, fishing is HELL to the NO to me. After 15 min of waiting, I passed mine to Yiyi and got myself some food. I just not a fish person, or prawn I think. Yiyi on the other side got a prawn!!! I wonder if she still remembers this or the pity lil prawn still lay at the freezer :)

Went for a photo shoot. Uncle's family one portrait and another one for us, the 6 cousins.

Some touch-up for Lili before the photo.

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Have some really awesome food in KL this time, pretty moments with Er Ke, watching World Badminton Federation and Mean Girls together. Muahahha....Bought some cute tops with Yiyi. Tropicana City Mall is my new fav mall actually.

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Well, end my post with a final photo of mine in the LRT, headed to KL sentral for the train back to KB. Oh yeah, that's my new spec!!

洛熙

当你在最伤心的时候，最需要的就是最对的人在身旁。

当那人不在了，也许就抱着他送过的礼物吧。

若连礼物也没有，那就看从前的照片吧。

如果连张照片也没有，那只有听着他对你唱过的歌曲，

留着泪睡着。

然而，我就是一个那么孤独的人。

而你，就是一个那么残忍的人。

The disappointment is truly beyond my capability. I won't cheat myself. At the end, after all my hard work, I am just not good enough. I do not expect people to understand, but how I wish people that I love (not bf's love, I'm single btw) can stay beside me, so that I can have a shoulder to cry on. I'm tired of being all by my own every time this kind of thing strike me. Really tired.