Next Destination

Dear fudgie:

It's been a while i know. But I'm too busy about my studies and STUDIES!!
I'm only left with another month to prepare for my STPM.
It's like the movie 24 hours, the clock is ticking, John Bouver is running, his sweats are dripping.
In my case, I'm studying, calculating, writting non stop.
I know my goals, which not to say absurb, but kind of hard to realise.
But this is the pay-off price to get something that you want.
In fact it's the thing that i always wanted, since when...i'M 14??
And this is even better.
Athough i know people will tell me just try your best or don't think too much, or just stay silent, little that i know if i can achieve it or not.
It's a unknown.
Somehow, i can imagine it happening.
I'll fight for this.
No matter what it takes.
This is the only chance.
This is it.
It's now or never.
People who dream big but don't work hard enough to realise that do not have the right to complain about unfairness in life.
I used to blame on fate and luck.
But i won't do that again.
It's just me and you.
And i know what's the ending.
It's me smilling till the end.