My thoughts right now?? Totally blanked. Well, to be honest, I never imagined myself will enter a local University. When I was studying for SPM, I thought I will take A level or maybe into some twinning program after that. However, when I realise how much $$ will this edu route costs, I erased my plan and entered STPM. And I have a new goal then ------ study real hard and enter Singapore Local Universities, NUS or NTU. Anyway, maybe lacking of the bloody hell 7 points in my MUET cost me chances to enter into both awesome Universities in Singapore, so I got rejected by both. It was heart-breaking at first, but life never fails to disappoint you right? It's not me being pessimistic but it's the truth man.
Someday around July, I got the offer from UKM for Biochemistry. I wanted for National University of Singapore so badly but somehow I got offer by National University of Malaysia. Anyway, I am glad that I got it anyway so that my Uni life won't be too stressful. That's how others comfort me and it's how I comfort myself too :)
Life never fails to surprise you too actually. I mentioned before in my previous blog about my interview for Kuok Foundations's financial aid and I fortunately got it! It's a half loan from Kuok Foun ( but basically the half loan almost covers all my school fees!!).
Despite I am doing my degree locally, and I do not get any JPA scholarships yet, but who are you to define me as a loser? Studying abroad does not means that one is better, just maybe you're born rich, using Pa-Ma's scholarship, I can say you are lucky, you really should appreciate that and be thankful for your parents. I am just 20 this year, nobody will know where I will end up rooted in which corner of this earth. Of course I want to live an awesome life where Croissant as brunch in Paris, Ramen as lunch in Japan, Steak as dinner in US is possible, but who knows? Kita hanya bisa merancang, tetapi hanya Dia yang boleh menentukan. Perhaps I will pursue my Master in UK, marry an Ang mo and have beautiful babies there. Muahhaha.. Who knows?
Okay, enough about the day dreaming, tomorrow I will be carrying my luggage, step into UKM, a place where I am so ready to unveil it's novelty. So ready to blow it, rocking my degree life in a new place surrounding by new people.
Beware peeps :)
