A New Chapter of My Life.

Finally, it's September!!! Meaning I'm finally enter Uni and start my degree. I won't hope time will pause so that I can stay longer at home because I'm not. I am now in my uncle's house in KL and tomorrow I will register in UKM as a freshie there.

My thoughts right now?? Totally blanked. Well, to be honest, I never imagined myself will enter a local University. When I was studying for SPM, I thought I will take A level or maybe into some twinning program after that. However, when I realise how much $$ will this edu route costs, I erased my plan and entered STPM. And I have a new goal then ------ study real hard and enter Singapore Local Universities, NUS or NTU. Anyway, maybe lacking of the bloody hell 7 points in my MUET cost me chances to enter into both awesome Universities in Singapore, so I got rejected by both. It was heart-breaking at first, but life never fails to disappoint you right? It's not me being pessimistic but it's the truth man.

Someday around July, I got the offer from UKM for Biochemistry. I wanted for National University of Singapore so badly but somehow I got offer by National University of Malaysia. Anyway, I am glad that I got it anyway so that my Uni life won't be too stressful. That's how others comfort me and it's how I comfort myself too :)

Life never fails to surprise you too actually. I mentioned before in my previous blog about my interview for Kuok Foundations's financial aid and I fortunately got it! It's a half loan from Kuok Foun ( but basically the half loan almost covers all my school fees!!).

Despite I am doing my degree locally, and I do not get any JPA scholarships yet, but who are you to define me as a loser? Studying abroad does not means that one is better, just maybe you're born rich, using Pa-Ma's scholarship, I can say you are lucky, you really should appreciate that and be thankful for your parents. I am just 20 this year, nobody will know where I will end up rooted in which corner of this earth. Of course I want to live an awesome life where Croissant as brunch in Paris, Ramen as lunch in Japan, Steak as dinner in US is possible, but who knows? Kita hanya bisa merancang, tetapi hanya Dia yang boleh menentukan. Perhaps I will pursue my Master in UK, marry an Ang mo and have beautiful babies there. Muahhaha.. Who knows?

Okay, enough about the day dreaming, tomorrow I will be carrying my luggage, step into UKM, a place where I am so ready to unveil it's novelty. So ready to blow it, rocking my degree life in a new place surrounding by new people.

Beware peeps :)

沒那麼簡單

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶。

早就有了不祥的预感，但倔强的我，抱着你的承诺，坚信可以。

跌了才知道原来心真的可以那么痛，人，真的可以这样背叛。

曾经的事，我不后悔，只觉得非常可惜。

单身不是我的选择， 总觉得幸福离我很遥远，

或许，幸福就真的是沒那麼簡單。

Part time Jobsssssssss

Well, it's ending soon.

Here is a question for you.

What will you do,

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8 solid months of HOLIDAYS ??

Well, not everyone can have this chance you know, except you were taking STPM and going for local Uni like I do. I admit I did complained about it and thought it is a waste of time. The STPM result was revealed at the end of Feb and we can only enroll into Uni in Sept. So that's sums up to 8 months of holidays for us. In fact, I think I did spent the time wisely for taking some part time jobs, earned some money. Proudly to say that I do not take any pocket money from my parents since January!! Meanwhile, went for some outings with mua friends and also visited Yiyi in KL. Good food and shoppings are inevitable in my case. Dramas, movies, korean variety shows and novels did a pretty good job in killing my time.

Here is a summary of what I did for the past 7 and a half month of 2011 :D

1. Part -time Jobs.

• Customer Sales and Service Assistance in Pathlab.

When I came back from Taiwan, I went for a job-hunting for jobs like this, where my knowledge in sciences will come in handy. I targeted on some Health screen Centre or becoming an assistance in Pharmacy. I saw they were hiring in Pathlab and I gave a try on it. Lucky me, I got it and worked there for 3 months. The title of the job basically explains the nature of my work there. Explaining the packages of the screening tests, explaining the results of their tests (those normal ones, without any abnormalities). My knowledge in Biology came very useful in this aspects. I also suggested some appropriate supplements for potential customers. This was when your communicating skills came in handy. The other workers there were quite friendly though, but there were some harsh time for me, because I was not familiar with their systems and also some office works. Eventually I quit because the pay was relatively low compared to other part-time jobs and yup, I was bored with the job already. Still, I think I learned a lot from this job and I am thankful for the workers there, especially Kak Wan for being patient with me and taught me about the chores in Pathlab.

Kak Wan, thank you for everything :)

Spot the CNY deco made by angpau?

Made by me!!!!

• Substitute Primary Teacher

Earlier on, I've applied a post as substitute primary teacher. Then I got it around late March after I've quit my job in Pathlab. Lucky for me, I taught in Pei Chih, not Chung Hwa. Well, I knew all the teachers in Chung Hwa, that would be scary for me teaching there. I only worked for a week there because I worked for Happy Simcards in April. Although the period of me teaching was short, but I found out crystal clear that I can't be a teacher. A week is still okay for me, but I couldn't imagine teaching for what, 20 years? Hell to the NO. You know why? Kids nowadays are different. Standard 6 students uttering four-letter-words like 'Fuck you' and etc. Standard 2 kids are like mad people, running all around and screaming. Cane does not make wonders like it did during old times. I was assigned to the brilliant standard 2 class, teaching Chinese and Music and standard 6 's Mathematics. Well, I did have a pretty good time there cause HELLO, it's me being the teacher, meaning of course I could control the kids and there are no ways they can climb up to my head. But I confessed that I faced some difficulties too as I was asked weirdd questions by those 8 years old like 'Is there ghost in this world teacher?' or ' Why should I love my parents?' Not to forget teaching those 12 years old in simplifing fractions. Hello? It's almost natural to simplify fractions in Maths right? How on earth I know HOW?

Anyway, here are some cute photos of my Standard 2 students.

Aren't they cute??

Smiling like angels, Act like demons.

*Shy*

• Happy Promoters

It's not working for me. It's a month time, chit-chatting with Hau Heong, Ping and Yibi. At first, we were so inspired and worked hard to sell those dirt cheap simcards. 5 simcards for merely RM12, with altogether credits worth RM 25. Starting in the 3rd week, 4 of us were getting lazy and fooling around all the time. That explained the whole PINK photo album in Facebook---- The Fantastic Four huh? Muahhaha.

• Lastly, Promoter and Merchandiser for Teh Boh.

Worked for being Promoter for one month and Merchandiser for 1 an a half month. Merchandiser meaning I have to go 6 malls a day, 3 days per week for arranging Teh Boh's products. If the stocks are insufficient, I have to take them from the stores, price tagged them and inform my salesman about the insufficient products. This job can be very tiring, but it's worth it as I wanna lose some weights. God knows how heavy those cartons of tea leaves are!!!!

My sampling booth.

The product that I was promoting is 3-in-1 milk tea. Quite nice to be frank, but too sweet for some health conscious senior citizens I guess .

Nicely arranged by the responsible merchandiser.

My opponent, none other than LIPTON Tea!!

Besides earning money, I do think that I leaned quite a lot during my working period. Though sometime I do hate when some relatives saw me working and asked me the same ques over and over again ' wa, so fast working dy arr??' ' Why dun want studying dy?'. Learned a lot of the outside cruel working world. Those stressful lifestyle like hitting targets for sales or regular working lifestyle, do not like to stay there but can't leave cozz of MONEY.....bla bla bla. Deep down I am thinking, that's the life that I will have in the next 3 or 5 years ahead. And the sad thing is I have to have this life till the day I retire. Well, let's say 20 years? 30 years?

Hmmmpphh...I better get a master and have 2 years of fun studying, before enter the monotonous working world. Wokey, this post is too long dy I think. Probably will blog again tmr out of boredom again I guess.

Till then, xoxo.

An interview and a Awwesome Weekend

Quit my job in August, realise it's my last month of my honeymoon period, where there are no exams, no studies at all to stress me up. Okay, maybe I'll have another blog about how I spent my 7 months time 'wisely' *evil smirk*

It's exactly last 2 weeks, when I waiting with anticipation for Er Ke and Yiyi to visit Kelantan, I got a call from Kuok Foundation asking me for an interview in KL. Of course I was over the moon and when I delivered the news to my dad, he said :" Aren't your cousins are in KB at the time?" And then I was stuck and sighed. This is life baby. You just can't make everything smooth sailing by your will.

My interview is in 9th. As the price for plane tickets are sky-rocketing, I went to KL by train. Alone. Thankfully, with my ipod and my new novel--My Sister's Keeper (it's an ass-kicking novel!!), I was not bored throughout the journey. Well, I slept at 10pm, course you know, the rocking train, get it :) After 2 hours I reached my uncle's house, my cousins left to KB, starting their journey, exploring the Malay food paradise. (I was suppose to be the tour guide and had those scrumptious food as well!! *screaming*)

The interview was in 9.30pm, and I experienced the busty hectic morning of a working KLrians. The LRT and Monorail were FULL with people. I do mean by the wording. There are no free space at all. My cousin TJun accompanied me for the interview and went to work after he dropped me. When the long awaited Monorail reached. I was jaw-dropped. There is exactly no empty space for us to squeeze in. Somehow the crowd behind me pushed me into the coach and I was packed and sandwiched. No, sandwiched is not the word. I was 'sardined'. I asked TJ, do you have to encounter this everyday? He whispered :" Welcome to KL"

The interview was just-okay. I don't think I kill it actually, pretty much screwed up my own chance. I felt so bad when I was in the LRT after the interview ended. As I will be home alone in my uncle's hse, I've decided to visit JiaJia in IMU after my interview.

While waiting for Jia's class to end, I had my dose of the day, can't remember the name but it's Caramel flavoured :) It's quite nice though. But my fav is still Jing Si's caramel coffee.

Miss it so badly.

Had an amazing time with Jia and her friends in IMU. Two amazing Penangites, Janice and Yeechen if I am not mistaken. I even snicked into the auditorium with my visitor pass in IMU and attended a lecture there. The lesson is not new to me. It was just barely Biological Cell and Functioning, but little that I know that my brain already rusty. Hate myself for that and I promise myself to dedicate an hour revising on my studies before I enter UKM.

Din't take any photos with Jia and oh yea, have I mentioned about we went for Sri Petaling Pasar Malam earlier? 1st, I am not exactly a photoholic and 2nd, I have no time to snap any when I was surrounded saliva-drooling food, cheap-and-yet-cute clothing and all those novelty that I never had in KB :)

The next day I went to KLCC for some shopping and a movie 'Rising of the Planet of the Apes', while waiting for cousins to reach KL from KB and then head home together. Waterlili came to KL the day after and we had a pretty good weekend together.

love

We went fishing for Prawn!! It's a BBQ hosted by Er Ke's friend in somewhere Tropicana I think.

The fishing area

YiYi and me. Spot Lili beside Jiayi.

After this experience, fishing is HELL to the NO to me. After 15 min of waiting, I passed mine to Yiyi and got myself some food. I just not a fish person, or prawn I think. Yiyi on the other side got a prawn!!! I wonder if she still remembers this or the pity lil prawn still lay at the freezer :)

Went for a photo shoot. Uncle's family one portrait and another one for us, the 6 cousins.

Some touch-up for Lili before the photo.

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Have some really awesome food in KL this time, pretty moments with Er Ke, watching World Badminton Federation and Mean Girls together. Muahahha....Bought some cute tops with Yiyi. Tropicana City Mall is my new fav mall actually.

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Well, end my post with a final photo of mine in the LRT, headed to KL sentral for the train back to KB. Oh yeah, that's my new spec!!

洛熙

当你在最伤心的时候，最需要的就是最对的人在身旁。

当那人不在了，也许就抱着他送过的礼物吧。

若连礼物也没有，那就看从前的照片吧。

如果连张照片也没有，那只有听着他对你唱过的歌曲，

留着泪睡着。

然而，我就是一个那么孤独的人。

而你，就是一个那么残忍的人。

The disappointment is truly beyond my capability. I won't cheat myself. At the end, after all my hard work, I am just not good enough. I do not expect people to understand, but how I wish people that I love (not bf's love, I'm single btw) can stay beside me, so that I can have a shoulder to cry on. I'm tired of being all by my own every time this kind of thing strike me. Really tired.

Crabb Island

Well, this is the first time I blog with photos. Okay, I should start my post by a view from Pulau Ketam!!! I got comments from friends like :" Oh, you went to pulau 2 weeks ago? Is the scenery beautiful?" Fyi, Pulau Ketam is well-known for it's fresh seafood and people are going there for the scrumptious seafood. It was an sudden suggestion from my aunt for the one day trip. Woke up in 7 a.m RELUCTANTLY, after bathe and breakfast, we went to Klang by car, searching for the jetty which head to Pulau Ketam. Oh yeah, we do not know about the transport to reach the island at all!! We just started out journey in blur and asked directions from people in Klang. Fortunately, we found our way to the jetty which head to Pulau Ketam. After an half an hour waiting, the ship arrived and HERE WE GO!!

In the ship!!

The ship is actually not very big, but it is air-conditioned. The seats are just okay, not very comfy and not very shabby either. However, what makes me cry is the 80-ties chinese songs that were played in a not very small volume :( The journey took about 45 min to reach Pulau Ketam. During the time, my uncle befriended with a woman who sat in front of him. Rupa-rupanya, she is a regular visitor to the island and knew the best seafood restaurant in P.K (According to her :)) Delightfully, we followed her to the restaurant as soon as we reached the island.

P.K is actually a very very small island. There are no roads, no cars, just heaps of bicycles. The only transportation there is bicycles. So despite of cars and motorcycles, there are bicycles in every front of every house there. Here are some photos of Pulau Ketam :D

Road in Pulau Ketam. See, no room for cars!!

Instead of car, bicycle is their one and only transportation :)

Magnum in pulau ketam!! I found this photo quite artistic. Right huh?

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The only bank in P.K---Maybank

The most humorous uncle ever!!

waterlili :D

My bad for not taking any photos of the scrumptious, perhaps the best seafood that I ever had in my life!!. Well, when the food arrived, can you still hold back your saliva that drool in your mouth? Without your realization, your spoon and fork will involuntarily move over the dishes~ When the thought of taking photos of the dishes crossed my mind again, whats left were the fish bones, shells of prawns and crabs. You can actually taste the freshness and the sweetness of seafood!! I am actually allergic with processed seafood, meaning self-reproduced seafood which rare by fishermen who feed them with processed food so that they can grow big in size in a short period. Well, as all the seafood were so fresh, I did not face any allergy at all!!!!! It's been so long since I had seafood without the implications of the allergy! I strongly recommend their steam seafood, in a way that you can taste the freshness of the seafood !!!! Bashiketa~ Oishidese!!!We ordered quite a number of dishes, anyway, the price of the meal were surprisingly cheap!! Can't remember the figure but I rmb we were jaw-dropped when the lou-pan-niong mentioned the price. You can never get the price in any restaurant in KL.

More shots :

Mua~

Found my dad's restaurant there!! And we ended up having 'high tea' there. Kononnya~

But some part of the island are quite unhygienic :(

Just-caught fresh fishes!!

Magnum Bros. Different by appearance, but trust me, they are so identical in so many ways.

yiyi-er ke-lili-me , waiting for our mum buying dried seafood.

When the sun was slowly declining from the horizon, it's time to go back. How we wished we could have our dinner there too, but the last ship bec to Klang jetty is 5.45p.m. Chai ge (byeybe in korean) Pulau Ketam !!!!!

While waiting for the ship in the jetty.

Uncle and Aunt in the ship heading back :)

I'll come again for sure Pulau Ketam!!! For those seafood-lovers who are interested in going can contact me for more info lo. Oh damn, thinking about those seafood makes saliva pooling in my mouth again!!!!!!!!!!

I Have Zero Knowledge in IT Stuff

Seriously. Seriously. SERIOUSLY!!!!!

I had spent my 2 hours time, figuring up how to change my designs of my blog, all the gadgets and stuff. I've tried to insert some photos and captions, somehow, they appeared differently and look so weird!! I bet kids nowadays, with the over-exposure in technology can teach me in this kind of stuff :( ...............

My friends, especially my dear sista, always nags me in being so dumb when come across some IT stuff like computer, cell phone, camera.........especially all those touch-screen gadgets!!!!!!!! I admit that I'm wayyyyyy toooooo nooooob in all these!!

Well, if you're reading this poryingying, fyi, I really did not know how to insert songs from pc into my hp or vica-versa in my entire secondary school life :)

It's good to know that there are people who read by blogs :)

At first I do not tell everyone that I am having one, so I write every thoughts of mine and also shares my problems, or sometimes, or most of the time, blaming on all the unfortunate events that I had. Haha...Well, I do need a place to shout it out right. Muahaha..

After some thinking, I think my blog is the perfect place to voice something. The stuff that I posted, I will not normally discuss with everyone, I can't stand it, like being defeated or something like that. For close friends of mine, if you have read and know that I'm in blues, please phone me up as maybe I really need to talk to someone. But DON'T, PLEASE DON'T make fun of it na...haha..

For others, I seriously do not think anyone who is not close with me even bother to read blogs of mine. I mean it's not interesting at all. It has no photos, no fancy decorations, no interesting events, just an always-blaming-on-stuff girl's blog. You can laugh or maybe disagree on what I say but as long as I can't hear you, that's okay for me.

Lastly, I miss my friends out there, yo people, please phone me, text me, or write on my walls in fb as I'm officially rotting in my house currently. Miss the good time, and the bad too, and I miss studying so badly. Miss you baby sista.

Finger cross, hope everyone that I miss and love are doing fine and unlike me, are enjoying LIFE :)

Got Cha sootohjiawen!!

My blog is always my sanctuary when I am facing any of my dilemmas in my life. A friend of mine told me that I always worry about things. Well, we all do the same right. A smooth sailing life isn't a life. But mine is pretty rocky sometimes.

Yea, my last blog is about the bla bla feelings when my STPM results were going to be released. However, my results is not bad (that's what I told others). Okay, let's don't lie, it does not reach my target, and I'm pretty disappointed. Getting a cgpa of 3.67 in STPM is actually the same as getting 3.33 or 3.5. You are just not elite anymore. It dampen my spirit as Pharmacy is my first choice of my courses for a degree. Little do I know that why it seems like every science students in Malaysia determine to be a Pharmacy like I do. So as ppl are mushrooming for it, the more competitive it become.

Now, there are some people that ask me why did I study Form 6. My very first aim

------->PURSUE MY DEGREE IN SINGAPORE!!! Study in Singapore is always my dream. Okay, let's don't lie again. Study abroad is always my dream. I am superficial maybe, but you can say that I dream high :)

The email that I received the days before torn me apart. A rejection letter from NTU saying my application my admission into NTU is unsuccessful. I applied to 2 universities, NTU and NUS. So I only have half a probability to realise my dream. It's not that I do not want to study in local universities or I look down on the level of education, but I need a different surrounding, a campus with English. Get what I mean? NUS, you're my only hope right now. PLEASE, ACCEPT MY APPLICATION. I'M DYING TO BE A STUDENT OF YOURS!!

To be frank, I want to become a pharmacist right now. I do not know why, but the urge of becoming one have been mounting few months ago. I can see my future in becoming one. Honestly, the last thing I want about my tertiary education is to spend huge sums of my parents hard-earned money on my education. I just can't take it. But it seems like I have no choice but to find another option if everything fails-----private universities.

I hate myself when I'm surfing about info for pharmacy courses in those money sucking universities.

I even hate myself when I confess to my parents that I have the thought of studying in private Uni for pharm.

I want to punch myself when I'm comparing the prices of the Unis. I want to slap myself, scold every four-letter word that I can think of,

To myself, for being so useless, for being so over-confident, that I can make everything right, that I am a straight-A student that Singapore Unis will accept me.

Ping reminded me that one of the girl that I have teased before, she got a hell better grade than me. Life serve me right. I deserve this. I deserve this failure after all. A true punishment for my over-over confident.

I used to promise my parents what I will give them when I'm working. A better house, I used to say to my dad to change the red car when I got a scholarship. Hello jiawen, wake up!! You can't even get the admission into Uni, leave alone scholarships okay!! How can I still keep my promise when I can't even guarantee a place in Uni, a bright future of mine?

Finger-crossed, hope that God will show mercy and give me what I've worked and prayed so hard for.

N E R V O U S

Nervous can't actually explain my feelings right now.

What's going to happen this coming Monday? It's the day after tomorrow.

Will I cry? Tears of happiness or dismals?

Surely, I want to scream my lungs out, shouting like a mad man, jumping up and down, thanking all my teachers, sharing my joy with all my friends, and tell myself :" You finally did it jiawen :) "

Not to forget grabbing Mr Hapidin, for a photo for the local tabloid. As what I've promised him.

All my hard-work, will it get paid off? Endless of uncertainties are rooming me right now. And I don't even want to spare a moment to think about me getting the unwanted results.

Should I put on my best clothes, to get prepared to stand in front of the reporters' camera? Like I used to? It's not that I'm ego, confident or whatever. It's indeed my true feelings. Throughout my schooling years, all these years, I never let my parents down, I hit my own expectation. I'm a straight-A student. Yes, I can said that proudly. I never get a B in my UPSR, PMR and SPM. What about STPM??? I don't want a B to appear in my certificates this Monday. However, deep down I know somehow 2 subjects are going to let me down. I know I did not do well in these 2 subjects. But I seriously cannot bear with that results. I cannot take it. Puzzled. Dilemma.

I've studied so hard even I'm impressed with myself. I once tell myself that no matter how the results to be, I have no regrets. Anyhow, even there's no regrets, believe me, if i get the unwanted results, I'll still blame myself, probably slapping myself. Well, I'm quite emotional sometimes.

On the bright side, keep telling myself that it's worth it, all the hard-work will get paid.

I'm gonna smile brightly, hug my parents and see the triumph look of my parents, especially my mom, whose eyes will beam with pride. Well, I've seen that for 3 times. Let me see that again will you mom? My friends and I will congratulating each other non-stop, thanking our teachers. Phoning my close friends who are studying in other states, mostly Malacca and KL, telling them about my results. Not to forget my relatives too. Come back home, post it on Facebook, and start applying for Uni applications and available scholarships.

Finger-crossed, crossed, CROSSED, let it happen to me please :)

Hobbies?

It's my first blog in 2011!! Look back my 2010, it's not actually filled only with all the studies for my STPM. Actually i did have many good time. Well, i actually miss my form 6 life. In the class, all the joy, all the struggling during some boring periods, all the arguement, all the gossipings. I miss everyone right now!

Okay, go back to the topic. I'm just came back from Taiwan last week. By right i should have one blog reserve for my Taiwan trip, but don't know why, i just do not have the right mood for writting a blog for the trip. The trip was awesome, no doubt, but...........i dunno :(

Okay, go back to the topic. When i was in Taiwan, i saw many people who own DSLR. To me, my old perspection, DSLR is another tool for them to show off..like uttering ' look at me, i'm artistic and cool' in silence. No offence but right now, i apologise to anyone whom i judged with this staement. In Taiwan, those who own one are really interested in photography. And they're really really talented. Once i talked to Chun Leng, whom jia jia and I usually refered him as DSLR. I asked him about why photography? What is that so special about taking photos? And it's a costly hobby in fact. When he answered me, his eyes were actually beaming with light and he started to talk like a pro. I was amazed. And the following days, i noticed that when we reached a place with beautiful scenary, those who own DSLR will have different kind of positions, some squat, some standing, some even lying on the floor (this is not me exaggerating!!) to capture the incredible scenary with the correct angle, lightness and the proper lens.
You know what i did, i just snap snap and snap, in some case, i don't even bother to zoom it even the image was like ant size. That's time when i was amazed by Jia jia and ying them, they manage to take like 100++ photos with different poses, expression. Moi? Kill me!!

And when i think back, i don't really have any hobby, interest and things that i like. Yea, i like to read novels, but i don't really have one favourite writter. In fact i like to try on different writters' novel and indulge myself in every novel with different types of writting, distinct style of portraying the stories. I know i'm weird.

And yea, i like to listen to music, but i don't really have one favourite singer. Oh, TVXQ when i'm still a teen. Right now, nah. But i prefer English hitz than chinese songs. Anyway, some chinese oldies are still my fav.

Yea, i like to sing!! A lot! But i know deep down honestly i know that i'm not a talented singer that i can own a record or sth like that. Not that i even have the chance! However, i did enjoy the time when we sing together, in a team, like as a member in 6th graders! Oh, i missed my time in Choir so badly. If i have the chance, i will join any choir club, if i found any. I love to spend my Christmas in KL. It's not about the shopping. When i heard any carolling in malls, i will squeezed myself into the crowd and enjoy the music until my sister pulled me off. If i have the chance, i'll take part in some singing competition again. I like to prove myself. Hell yea, i'm sootohjiawen.

Okay, i'm lazy of writting at this moment. This is a bad ending i know, but my brain is so dry at this moment :) My next blog will be my taiwan trip. That's what i've promised my dad. Yea..he forced me to write a blog like billy does. Till then, happy new year everyone!